‘it never was for the things’

please notice

its these differences
I cared for them
like flowers

my photos on the desk
like clippings

im with myself now
everything has settled

I just slow down
almost
to dust
dependant on these hands
this continuation,
repetition

I call out
because thats all I remember

please, dont wash my curls

I now know patience
forgivness
like a cocoon I hug myself
lay me down to rest

and each morning
that sun shines
and I still
taste my coffee

to all
strangers I dont know
but that I sit with now
we wait
to a state of deep indifference
soon tolerant of the noise
listening like children again
but with wisdom
soon of the heat
soon of the stillness
but a knowing of peace now exists
its all gone

any dislikes I once had
my experiences
seem erased
yet,
i am still here

I know I am
breathing

And this touch,
this contact
these people
its all I have

it reminds me
im still alive

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