I woke up with a headache
My knee hurts
I thought I was pregnant
Testing my cervical mucus between my fingers
Thinking I was
But today
I was bleeding
went on with the day
I just finished eating Indian food
I feel sick with meat
I always do
I ate dry ribs yesterday
Some chicken finger this morning
My manager called me 4 times
I picked up
To find out I work this weekend
Days
I’m tired
Just finished filling the tub
I’m tired of my body
This weight I’m carrying
I’m nauseous
From meat
Just Ill

I’m sure I’ll poop
But I wish it wasn’t in me
I’ll just wait until it’s not
They scared me
I’m not getting enough dairy
I eat Greek yogurt
It’s ok
Cheese sits in my throat
I keep going and going
I’m complaining
I need to feel lighter
I need to breathe