Using again

I’m keeping together

No knock or call in what seems like forever

i sense the wrath of me getting together

I stoop alongside these familiar ends
Feeling myself again

I’ve kept so loyal to all of them
annoyed with myself by going along without choosing
Now there’s no one left
For the Using

letting this go would be admitting lost time

Made all the mistakes admitting their mine
I haven’t learned
Just Accepted their choosing
I’m such a pushover looking smart without bruising
Accepting Its me
To tired to pretend
Yet if I ignore
Will it be the end
my truth leaching bloodsucking friend?

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